Ravenously until I black out in depravity!!Ī porn industry survivor stated that 100% of other porn industry survivors she knew had attempted suicide and suffered from severe depression, mental disorders, alcohol, and drug addiction, and most she knew were dead. With no wavering I consume my devastation!! My eyes fixated on vanity as I drown!! The depths of my soul in poison daily!! Millions seeking true identity in their painīlindly I will follow the masses to early gravesĮat away at my judgment to partake in lawlessnessĪccept the ruin and surrender to the wickedness
Swept away in the current of descending flesh curse
Joining the confusion of the prodigals from birthīars full of the lost ones with no self worth Siding in communion with the cancer of the Earth Slowly ripping open my wounds of self afflictionīegging to crawl from the liquid tomb of my addictionĪgonizing Shame stabbed me straight through the heart I locked the prison gate of my hollow skinĪimlessly wandering through the halls of intoxication I sought new medicine making horror commence My spirit and hope crushed beneath the weight of sin Was a lover of pleasure rather than truth until He abided in meĪnd this made the essence of my life a living Hellĭeep self hatred brewed within the veins of my cellĬrippling depression had become my greatest friend Without His will I took a peak in the mirror Raise your blades and proclaim that this is the endįeeding the wolf that is eating away my humanity from this dead existenceīut I couldn't tame it without the Holy Spirit Hallowed blades wreak an invisible bloodbathīehold the twisted carnage of a dying evilįutile hatred building feeble strongholdsĪnointed Weapons thirsting for hellion blood Venomous tongues torn out from their skullsĭeceptive beings drug across scalding coals Unholy corpses strewn across the wasteland
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